You know that feeling you get, when you say hello to a old friend. A friend you haven’t seen in a while. A friend who isn’t meant to come back and be apart of your life again. That feeling of despair and dreading, because deep down there isn’t any thing you can do to stop this friend from coming back, and you knew all along that it would come back. Yet your powerless to stop this friend from coming back and staying away from you. You know whats coming with this friend and you know what the future will look like, yet try as you may you just cant get rid of it. Sure for a while it stays away and every thing is perfect, or so you tell your self that, you wait and watch and look behind your back every day and night waiting for that moment the friend will take over your life again, yet you don’t want that friend to come back at all and take whats made you happy and ruin it because believe it or not with out this friend you’ve made a lot of happiness. But you’re helpless, powerless, and defeated. You’ve said goodbye to this friend once before, and the friend told you it would be back for you one day. Yet you wished and prayed every single night after that, that the friend would never come back and that it was finally gone for good. But you feel it there in you, every morning, every day, every night, whether you’re awake or a sleep, that friend lingers in you, never completely gone yet never completely there. So what do I do I say hello to you old friend welcome back.